One thing I love about life: those nights (or afternoons, or weekends) when I get a real, beautiful, deep connection with somebody. When for a while it seems like we are not really as separate as we had thought all along but merely two sides of the same one thing.
And one thing I hate: when in the days (or weeks, or years) that follow it feels like it has never happened.
I know how it feels, it’s so weird when a person you once thought your soul-mate has now become almost a stranger. But it’s all part of growing up and changing I guess.
Hmm. I wasn’t really thinking of ex-boyfriends. Or ex-anythings for that matter. More like friends that could have been but never really were. Is that part of growing up too? Cause I don’t like it one bit…
I wasn’t thinking about ex-boyfriends either but of old friends who have changed so much it feels like the connection was never there in the first place. Friends who used to tape you Pulp b-sides 10 years ago and now go to ‘mpouzoukia’. It makes me sad but it happens!
Hmm. Yes. I can imagine. I have no idea what my high school friends are up to (and part of me doesn’t want to know) but I can imagine…
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